Rain, Rain go away

Come again in Winter, OK? Little Jasara wants the sun to stay, Rain, Rain , go away!

I think it worked! The sun crept through the many rain clouds this afternoon. I cant believe the crappy weather we are having here in Cali. While NY has shorts and tee weather, we are still in rain boots and umbrellas :(

But, the weather forecast for the rest of the week is rainless. Cloudy days and mid to high 60's. I can live with that for now. Even tho they predict rain next Monday and Tuesday... how much longer til may??????

Today has been a blah day. Seven people called out or were off today.

that's half the staff in my department.

Know what that means?

No side work at work.

I'm slacking too.

On so much.

Where is my mind!!!???!?!?!?

I STILL need to sketch this Lion of Zion cake out due Saturday.

Though my brain along with a great idea from a friend
has formulated a creation in my mind
i have still , yet, to sketch it.

I need to decide on school.

I have gotten email after

email after

email from the 3 schools

Ive visited, applied or sought interest in

and have no response for them.

I feel like i am in decision abyss

floating aimlessly amongst the thoughts

in my mind and the schools and alternate

options I've thought of

just watching them circle around the air

just as i....

am i crazy?

ahhhh, avoidance.

that's it.

focus.

1 task at a time.

and even though I don't want to think about this either

I must re look at my taxes

and see if i really owe

THAT much...

Yes, I'm ready for April to be over and done with.

I also failed to mention,

the fundraiser cake I was asked to do

canceled the day it was due.

everything was complete but the hand drawing I was going to put on it

and the script I was going to write on it..

here's a few pics of the semi finished cake...

Oh well, at least my co-workers and neighbors got to enjoy it! and the staff at PAMF! lol

.... on to the next

X's and O's

Lately...

I've been in a kind of blah state.

Not really into much, just

here.

I think that this whole shift in life's grand plan has me rotating off my axis. Then again, maybe its because I have no cake orders until next week. :)

Either way, I'm ready to be focused and determined again.

BUSY again! And work ain't cutting it!

I've come to realize that blogging bout me is almost impossible without cake! *lol*

We are as one after all but I think I can focus on more of the me life and where I'm at in other ways as well as my future endeavors.

So this weekend, is my last weekend for a few weekends of relaxation, no cakes, nothing to do.

If it was supposed to rain this weekend I'd head out to the Marina.

I love the water. The ocean especially since I grew up in San Francisco.

Weekend trips to the pacific ocean were some of the greatest times!

Then getting ice cream at Pollyanna's! I was in kid heaven! I always got bubble gum!

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Sitting here in my last 28 minutes of the work week thinking **what shall I do tonight** and come up with a whole bunch of nothing and realizing I am such a HOME BODY NOW!

**uughh* is that what happens after 30?!

Well I know my list of real friends has been severely cut over the past year and most of

the ones who were spared my blade are too far or busy for a girls night or

drinks...

So, I guess I'll *warning nerd notation approaching* READ and

get a bottle of something and chillax this weekend.

*end of nerd notation*

:)

Maybe I'll go see Alice in Wonderland.

Hopefully I can get my wireless going this weekend, Comcast is B.S'in and I'm running out of patience with them! T-Mobile for that matter as well..

Hope all have a lovely weekend this weekend if I don't get around to posting!

Ciao!