Envy

***Jealousy is reflective of a person's feelings or attitudes toward another person, whereas envy expresses a person's feelings or attitudes toward another person's advantages or accomplishments; jealousy pertains to emotional rivalry while envy is resentment of a more fortunate person***

Im exhausted today. Up til 3am working on a cake and up at 7 to get ready for work. Have to start another tonight. Its a battle of love and hate with making cakes right now. Love all aspects of doing them, hate that I have after work hours, inbetween home life and personal life to complete my creations. Soon Jasara, you will be there soon. *sigh*

I dont understand why people envy. Is that supposed to be a good thing? Ok, maybe to be the one being envied is supposed to be but as a recipient of someone who envy's me, Im not feeling it! Especially when jealousy and attitude are accompanied by it. Cant you be happy for me and my accomplishments and skill? I take pride in my work and love what I do and I cant help that my creations attracts attention. Ahhh, I get it! Attention away from you! Now that makes sense.

Guess thats why I had to cut so many out my life and improve my surroundings with positive, real people. The fake, self centered, no morals or values people I once had in my life, Im so much better off without! Envy that!